Deprestion...did I spell it right??

(i put this just cause I thought it fit with what i was talking about, the panda was juat a good bonus:))




Why is it that every where I go the main thing that people(my age) talk about and feel is this!! And thats not the only thing, it's like they thrive off of this(depresstion), like they can't live without knowing that when they're sad that they can go and take it way out of perportion. When people do things like this i just want to slap them and say "HEY BE A HAPPY PERSON!Nobdoy wants to live their life all sad and lonley, Esepashally when as a teenager this is suppost to be one of the most fun times of your life, so just try to live it to your fullest because you don't want to wake up in 50 years and wish that you did it differently!!" so to all of you people who thirve off of being deperesed and go and "cut your writs' just because of that thing you thrive for, stop...and be happy:) cause in the long run its your choice, and fun happy life or a sad hard life, your choice. i don't know why but i really just wanted to let that out becuase it makes me sad when poeple do things like this.

Okay its time to be happy, ummm lets see....BREKS COMING HOME IN 35 more days(yeah i'm counting:)well for a much happier post, see the one below thins one, cause its alot better

fun day w/ lots of pics!!:)

last saturday my and korryn went to jordans house, and well these next pictures will sum up our whole day:)






The biggest reason i picked this was because korryn looks FREAKIN tan lol





AS soon as we got there we took all of her clothes and things and started talking pics of them


















haha, korryn as bella



then it started to rain, and nothing morefun then playing around in the rain-






her tramp was gone, but that doesn't mean that we can't still jump on it:)




is it me or does korryn look a little drunk??




I'M FALLING!!:)








after, we went back inside we found this random girl just standing in her house, but she was really cute so we took a picture of her

THEN WE WENT TO WALMART!!

you can never go wrong with walmart:)








haha, i was trying to pose with the underwear when korryn starting laughing, so i turned around and saw mom standing there with her mouth wide open...haha mom


then we went to her aunts house, this is me on the way up

we went outside on their tramp and we kinda just lost it....

korryn thought that this was the funniest thing to do, me and jordan died watching her do that:)lol

this is how we were the rest of the night...

lol look at her face!!




















i have no clue how they got a picture of my butt, but i thought it was funny







then it got really fun after we found a barell:0...














i was right in the middle of falling lol




I'M FLYING!!















I'm rolling in the barrel haha










haha, i just put this to bug jordan:)




after all of that me and jordan arm wreastled...guess who won:)




heck that was fun


-oh yeah and sorry if this looks kind of sloppy, cause when i do it i have to put the picures in backwards and write the comments after and things after, and i got screwed up alot

...::BeLiVe iN mE::....

alright, i just found the coolest game thing and you can do it right now on your blogs music. All you do is put your music on shuffle and for every question you press shuffle and the name to your song is the answer, heres mine

What would best discribe your personality??

LOL: the way I are(haha this one is perfect!!)

How do you feel today?

untouched...haha

What is your lifes purpose?

Breakin' dishes

What is your motto?

lol, One step at a time (what the perfect??!)

what do your friends think of you?

shes no you

what do you think about often

im yours:)

what do think about the person you like

this is me(lol form camp rock)

what is your life story

ms. independent


kk, now that we're done with the fun i'm gonna have an up date; so this is my last week of basketball; I guess its bitter sweet, sweet because I get to haev my life back and bitter because I was really getting to like it and get used to it. in fact my coach came up to me after our last game and told me that I should really conciter going for high school team , but I really have no intetion of doing that, too much work...does this make me lazy??

alreday i have some AMAZINGLY HAPPY things; first happy, my best friend is moving back to juab!!!! you know jordan(shes the tall one in the pictuer:))i'm so exited for that cause I don't think i could survive high school without her, honestly!!
well....i guess thats kinda it, umm...brek is still in Europe and probably talking to some britsh chik as i'm doing this right now...BUT I DON'T CARE!!:@

hey hey 39 days till the first OFFICAL day of summer!!! (oh yeah the title is that beacuse it was the first song title I clicked)

...:tHe EiGhT gAmE:.....

Haha, so your probably wondering why I have a pic of this dude, when it says "the Eight game" ..well truth is I've been thinking of this dude all day and when I was looking for a pictures to put on this the first thing i looked up was his name so, there ya go:) kk, so heres the 8 game.......






Favorite t.v. shows



1. So you think you can dance (were i found neil...ah:))






:0



2.CSI Maimi
3. One Tree hill
4. wizards of waverly place:)
5. what not to wear
6. Americas next top model
7. ghost whisper
8. a haunting

8 things I did yesterday

1. went to school
2. umm..did math and stuff
3. got in a cake fight:)
4. went to my game IN FREAKING BEAVER
5. stole a couple passes (in game)
6. acted some sceances out with kylee
7. TEXTED BREK:)
8. got in trouble by princible for running after korryn for getting cake in my hair (gosh i don't like him:p)
that was a REALLy long day, so glad its over :0

8 Things i'm looking forward to

1. getting to see brek on tuesday(first time i'll see him a 16 year old)
2. SLEEPING IN TOMORROW!
3. general confrence
4.girls night
5. my next history test....wow never thought I would say that:0
6. EFY 59 MORE DAYS:)!!!
7. getting my hair cut on tuesday
8.umm...getting to watch the new One Tree Hill on monday:)
9. reading Twilight over again
10. SUMMER!!!!
opps that was ten..ah well

8 favorite restruants/ favorite foods

1. wendys-best fries on this planet
2. subway- EAT FRESH:)
3. taco bell- i love their vegi burrito, yumi
4. pizza, nothing will ever be better than pizza
5. COOKIES!
6. any fast food place haha
7. toster struddles
8. eggs with ketchup

8 things on my wish list

1. a better cell phone that doesn't look like a toy
2. new sunday clothes for EFY
3. some new shoes would be freaking awsome
4. BREK! gosh will i ever give it a rest
5.umm... a less spaz of a math teacher
6. a digital camera
7. a day in lagoon with jordan:))
8. to be more flexible

8 places I want to visit

1. England
2. New york
3. california
4. rome
5.paris
6. tokyo
7. Fiji
8. austrailla

8 people I tag

1. Jordan
2. kacee
3.shantry
4. joseph
5 jacob
6. umm, i don't know anyone else with a blog..that hasn't already been tagged

Why are people so...ANNOYING!!

well, I guess alot of things happend today that I would usually be like "this is so cool OMG" but no...i don't know why but right now I feel like looking back on te bad parts of my day instead of the good, I guess it's just cause i'm tired and grumpy....AT NINE O'CLOCK....man school really screwed up my sleeping schedule!! So a quick recap, we had an assembly today and I got picked to go up there and 'play imaginary volleyball' with this comedian, and i got a t-shirt and hacky sack for it. Then I had a game, and I made the first point for our game.....cool...blah. SO, you wanna here about the part parts of my day, WELL, chorus was a blast because aparently to shantry i'm "pissy" today, first of all her just saying that just made me more mad, and then she would lean over me to talk to the person next to me and then would look at me and say "well I would talk to you but your mad at me for some stupid reason" FOR SOME STUPID REASON, YOU ACTING LIKE THAT IS WHATS MAKING ME MAD YOU FREAK, then about two minutes later she was talking to me like nothing was going on....I think her and my math teacher can become the two bi-polor buddies adn get the freak away form me!! blah.......i just wanna get away from all of the little childish 'games' that she plays like"I would talk to you' or her just stareing at me with this retarted look on her face for EVER and not stopped until I look at her with the same gay look and tell her to stop staring at me.....I FEEL LIEK SUCH A LITTLE CHILD WHEN I'M FIGHTING WITH HER !!! UGH.... but now worries because by the time it was the end of chorus she was acting like nothing happend, which makes me so happy going through all of that with nothing to show for it...wonderful.

i'm just trying to think happy thoughts...:@

geometry...WHAT!! D:

Is this giberish to you, cause it sure is to me!! So, do you remember how I told you that I just barley passed in math, well today my math teacher(i perfer to call him Mr Bi-polor) came up to me today saying AND I QUOTE "Rachelle, do you think your stupid?" at this time I was thinking, 'well it depends on what were talking about...." but i just simply said "...no" then like the almighty dude he thinks he is he said "Well according to your high school regestration you think you are, beacuse i see you signed up for Algebra 1 again" WELL DUH!!! DIDN'T I JUST BARLEY MAKE IT THROUGH YOUR CLASS!!but i guess he forgot that little detail; so now to my pleasure, im singed up to take geometry in high school, which means that by the time i'm a junoir i'm going to be taking trig....whopee.

Well, on the positive side, i talked to my future in-law yesterday...and had a really weird experance, but it doesn't matter becasue it was hilarious. So I was a t church and I was talking to Chyeral(if you don't know this already this is breks mom) but somehow we brought up weight in a conversation and she told me 'you wanna know how i stay in shape this stuff ' so she pulls this little bottle out of her bra and put a dot on my had and told me to lick it, after i did i asked her what it was that i just licked and she got this big smile on her face and said "Oh honey this stuff is amazing it clears out your system really fast" by this time my mouth was already dropped to the floor and I was thinking "man this better not be cinniomon flavored X-Lax!!" but all that really happend was i got a litte weak...and hungrey, but whatever:)

bye :)

one picutre a day

So, I decited to actually keep up with my blog, that i would do this "picture a day" thing. I went on google i typed in ovewhelmed and this is what i got. Latley I have felt like i have way to much stuff going on in my life right now. Every day I have a practice of some kind whether it be dance or basketball practice or a game, I always have to get ready for something right after school. Ever since I have made the team I have felt like that is all I do is basketball, I have it everyday exept monday and sunday, so that means that i can't go to young men and womens anymore which is really sad because i can't see brek as much anymore:( but hey I guess one a week is good enough.

But other than basketball I have SO much school work latley, So when i'm not doing basketball im doing homework, it's gotten so bad that I got a No Grade in math (its that same thing as an F) BUt thats just beacuse my math teacher is out to get me...I don't know why yet, but i'm sure of it!! LIke the other day he called me into his office so that he could tell me ( more like yell at me) and say that I have been missing to much school and thats why I basically suck in his class....is 7 days out of a quarter to much ?? But I showed him becuase the next day I got an A on our quiz which brought my No Grade up to a C...so ha!! But I keep telling myself that in 63 days I will be free from everything(thats when school gets out) and all I will have to do is watch t.v and sleep in.....only 63 more days