what do I want????

so recently...actually tonight... i was watching the secret and i totally belive in all they say cause it got me to see neil in real life which is probably the COOLIEST thing ever, but ya. When I was watching it it said "what do really want, and when you find that concentarte on it." ok sounds easy enough right??? haha one problem...i kinda dont no anything that i want right now..im way confused on what i want 2 do 4 teh rest of my high school years whether to be a cheerleader or do volleyaball, or just drop outta all that stuuf and be on the chess team:p any of these things could turn teh rest of my high school years in a completely different direction from eachother, and now is the time for me out make my disstions.. lame

so ya...thats ll thats really been on my mind lately....well i gtg do my drama homework lol

CuTe:)

...u might want 2 pause my music:)

SoNg GaMe:D

Tee hee I stole this from jordans blog I love this game lol:)but just put your music on shuffle and press it to c the answer 4 the question, its fun:D


Song game!

1.What is your personality?
The way I are:p

2.How do you feel today?
One step at a time

3.What is your life's purpose?
Stop and stare lol

4.What is your motto?
catch me?!

5.What do your friends think of you?
ordanary people:D

6.What do you think about often?
....superman


7.What do you think about the person you like?
hahaha show me what im looking for

8.What is your life's story?
heartless....(thats not good)

9. What Does the Person that Likes you think About you?
ONE LESS LONLEY GIRL!!!!

it all started with jacob lol

haha that title sounded kinda weird i know lol. But ive been wanting to update my blog more often by doing that pic a day thing, so I was looking through pics in my phone and found all these pictures of jacob that he takes randomly when hes bored, so thats y i have that, but then i thought y just have jacob, ill do all my brovers lol:p

So I bet your thinking that this is gonna be one of those mushy posts where i say how much i love them and grateful i am of them, but no lol. I figured to make it more fun (and less awquard) I'd just say my fav memory of them or somthing lol:p so ill start with jacob....haha all i think of is like 2 weeks ago at family home evening and i said something and he just died laughing and didnt stop for like 20 mins, he even started crying. I no i have better moments with him but thats the only one that came to my head lol.




This pic of jared is actually the same night that jacob was laughing so hard. K i dk y but its way hard for me to think of any good, funny memories right now all the ones i think of r lame so..ah well lol, anyway, what i can think of is when me him and brek huge snow ball fight and he wouldn't stop throwing me on brek, I loved him more than I ever have that night:)



I didnt have a picture of joseph on my phone so I had to go up in his room and take one of him lol. I went right in the middle of him writing his book and probably ruined his concetration lol, can u tell? but ya the one thing I remember bout joseph is that I used to always steal his clothes like everyday to wear them to school, I I alwasy thought that it was cool that me and him were the same size....and pretty much still r lol.

HaLlOwEeN :D

well this is what I did on halloween, me and shantry dressed up as twin, fat hunters:P





I didnt really think about taking pictures but, shandee, alexis, and alexa came over to. we went trick or treating for about an hour not really caring about how much candy we got and went back to my house to watch a haunting in conneticate....how ever you spell that




About half way through the movie dad came downstarirs, hid behind the couch and tryed to scrare us...hahah Im to smart 4 that, honestly I new that he would try it at least ONCE during the night so I kept my guard up, but everyone else screamed pretty loud lol, but yea that was my halloween:P

one of those days....more like weeks

So latley, my life has been very dramatic and as a reslut of that has made me just emotionally drained....good heck i sound old. Well I dk i swear ever since volleyball has ended it seems like thing after an other has been going wrong and I just dont no how to deal with it the right way. I've come to the conclution that, These problems have always been there but I've been to distracted with volleyball and practices and games(and not to mention first month of high school so i was never home anyway) but now that its over and i actually have time to kill all these problems have been blowing up in my face. Things at school have been settling down a little bit, so I no that eventually it will back to normal and awesome again. But other than that I dont really feel like Im comfortable in my home. But what else do you expect with to COMPLETLY different personalities, I dk. I really dont think i need to say anymore, just that I no that I could be more mature about this situation but im to stubbern and ignorant to be. Well whatever, i dk if any of you guys no what im talking about but hey next blog will be more..better lol

haha sucks 4 u:p

hahah, this is what i think of when i c this pic lol, well i figured id change my post since its been their FOREVER!!!....and plus sm things have changed since then, but im not gonna put it all down right now:P this is kinda just a lazy post just so i dont have to go on my blog and c "i have a stalker...ish" but stay tuned..that sounded lame...hahah ah well. Cause in my next post ill b alot more interesting lol, cause like ive said alot of things has changed, 4 one volleyball is over and thats a whole post thingy all in itself.....im gonna stop rambling lol. but im gonna try to do a post a day cause i since volleyabll is over i have ALOT of free time.

SO TILL THEN :D